Somewhere but not quite there

The moment where you edge into a new realm. A month ago I felt restless for the first time this year, although I’ve still only had one ‘night out’ since March at the Open Air Theatre.

I saw my first dream job in a long time. I’ve been thinking about it pretty non stop for the last week. I’m not quite there yet, but I’m closer than I’ve been in months. A strange paradox. I almost convince myself to apply, it’s a big and wonderful job. Apart from multi day hikes it’s been the second main thing I’ve missed. If I was well there is no doubt I would apply. It felt like the job had…