Life is the same — Lockdown or not

I had a strange realisation yesterday that life isn’t that much different, if at all whether I’m in lockdown or not. There is one friend that I could stay over at and haven’t been since lockdown II but otherwise the things other people are missing out on I’m not going to. The pub & restaurants, for me there is little point as my diet is so specific and I can’t drink. When the world opens up and everyone rushes to get back. I can’t do this. I don’t have the energy for that anymore. It makes me sad and confused. Although it’s probably realistically at least 6 months away.